Wednesday, March 31, 2004
/7:59 PM
i was already going crazy with the amount of stuff i have. why do u hafta make things worse. n nw make me feel guilty to my hse. i really hafta study. i really hafta pass this time. i cannot fail anymore. u may think that i dun give a damn abt results. but each time i fail. i never show it. but it really hurts a lot. how many times have this happened. common test was perhaps only a miracle. but that gave me faith that i could do it. but nw it seems impossible. i wasen planning to go hse prac. i din plan to go at all. i juz happened to pass by. why did u hafta stop me n scold me. u said. next time have test then dun come. i mean. i din even go at all. i was juz PASSING BY. u made me lose all my interest n determination to study. was really going to break down. why muz probs with hse surface nw. when im already at a loss. n going crazy becoz of the amount of work i hv. its not juz competition, class n hse. its even science. NYAa n CMe. really will go bonkers one day. i really cant cope anymore. trying to hold on. even if i noe its of no use. but im trying very very hard.
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